#feedee problems

[paddlescuddlesbubblesgurgles]

Making a fool of myself

Today I sat at a booth in a restaurant and barely fit. Luckily the table was able to be pushed back. I thought about how thankful I was because I love booths. 

I proceeded to order 3 entrees. 

Afterwards, my belly was once again pressing into the table like when I sat down. The table didn’t move. The bench was attached to the wall. 

I left feeling a bit too full for walking, but I needed to run some errands. I see a milk tea place. I need a large, I’m thirsty. I suck it down before I make it to my first store. Inside is rough for me. I’m so thirsty. I’m panting. I’m so full walking is a chore. I’m sweating trying to carry this thing. 

My belly is weighing me down. It’s sticking out in front of me and my shirt is hanging off me. The aisles feel so tight. I’m reduced to a bit of a waddle as I carry my prize through the shops. 

I lug my packed gut to the final destination: a bakery. I fill up my basket with delicious treats. Rolls, cookies, cakes, buns. I had to resist getting one of everything. I already have the highest piled basket in the place, no need to make a fool of myself. I cannot wait to eat all of them later. 

I then notice they also sell sweet milk tea. Large please. 

Finally walking back to my car. I’m trying to sip my drink, but I’m having trouble swallowing more of anything. After a bit of rest and letting my belly sit in my lap, I can suck down my delicious, cool, creamy milk tea. It tastes so good. I don’t care if it’s hard to fit more inside my stomach. I think I’d like to drink gallons of this stuff. 

I feel a bit dull, sluggish, sleepy. The car is comfy. It feels so good to sit down and drink one of my favorite treats. It feels so good to be so fucking fat. It feels so good to be overfed. 

[bailey-bellie]

The struggle of knowing you have shit to do... But you still overeat at lunch and now all you can do is lie down and huff and puff while holding your stretched heavy belly 😩

[hisgrowinggirl]

When you can't find pants that will fit you at Walmart anymore.

[judelee]

Those 48 chicken nuggets I had yesterday wrecked me. I should've known; greasy food and my stomach do not agree and that quantity really put me out of commission.

[newbiefeedeeftm]

🌀 Frustrations of a feedee without a feeder 🌀

Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in an endless loop. I want to gain weight — I need it, I crave it — but being a student, low on money, and constantly stressed out... it just doesn’t happen.

Stress kills my appetite. Completely. There are days I barely eat because my head’s all over the place, and by the time I realize it, I’ve already lost the weight it took me so much effort to gain. Again.

And I’ve tried doing it on my own. So many times. I gain a bit, then lose it, then gain again… but I can never maintain it. It’s beyond frustrating. I’ve come to realize that for me, having a feeder is essential. Not because it’s a kink (though that’s part of it), but because I literally can’t do it alone. If there’s no one helping, encouraging, caring, feeding… it just doesn’t happen.

And the worst part? Where I live, there are no feeders. Or at least, I haven’t found any. I feel like I’m the only one for miles who wants this.

So… if anyone’s out there, if anyone’s interested, if you want to help, talk, connect, be part of this journey… I’m here. I’d genuinely appreciate it. 🥺💬💗

[bailey-bellie]

You know what's crazy? How hungry I wake up every day. Like 8 hours is way too much without a snack

I need someone to wake me up with a midnight snack

[judelee]

Laying back and resting your stomach after stuffing yourself full of food all day and then your cat shows up and starts stomping all over your sore tight belly 💀

[transprincessa]

If you like the looks reblog 🥰🥰

[fernisfat]

this post is brought to you by the salt lamp in my bathroom 🕯️

see more of me | spoil me | feed me

[chubbylily]

I had a burger and snacks not that long ago yet im fucking starving